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I am a biracial, nonbinary Bator with a penis that is not huge, a body that is chubby, and a practice that has taught me more about belonging than most rooms ever did. I say that without apology. For years my shame was organized, almost professional in its efficiency. It lived in my dick. It lived in my gender. It lived in the public meaning of being a person of color. Society has always had work for a body like mine: be useful, be readable, be the correct kind of sexual or t

By: Warren Evans @thewarrenevans Edited by: Zane Jackson Illustration by: Blue Boy @hell.blue.boys So I was a shit when I was a teenager, I'll admit it, especially senior year. I was 18, so close to graduation, and itching for freedom. I was also always fucking horny. As an adult I love to freeball, but back then I never could ‘cause I'd get chubbed so easy. But on this day I was freeballin’. I'd stayed home "sick" from school expecting everyone to be gone to work, but my unc

I made a very quick leap from skinny twink boy to bear once I came out as gay. This meant that I had to adapt myself from hating a skinny body to now being fat and wanting to have that skinny fit again (?). It makes no sense, and I am thankful to be mostly over that idea that skinny me was the better version of me. Trust me this version has gotten way more sex than the skinny one ever did lol. It all boils down to confidence though, when I was my skinny teenage self I didn’t

Back in 2019, I had to go back to Colombia because my visa had run out. I was out in the US for 3 years now, but now I had to go back to my hometown and back into hiding. It wasn’t long until I craved the attention of my fellow queers, which I wasn’t getting alone in my childhood home. Horny and desperate for connection, I started taking nudes of myself daily and posting them to instagram. Of course I liked the attention that came with it, but as I posted more and more I star